I finally made it to the weekend. So far it's been really relaxing, but my mood has just been sour to say the least. Back when I was 13 I was diagnosed with depression and put on various drugs like paxil or wellbutrin. When I was 17 I flushed all the drugs down the toilet with my grandmother's encouragement and I've been pushing through the depression on my own.
The last few days have been tough. No matter what I do I feel overwhelmed and want nothing but to stay home and away from people. This morning I tried coaxing myself out of the house with sushi and it turned out to be alright, but I spent most of the time disconnected and lost in my thoughts. We came home and played some video games but that didn't seem to distract me as much as I would like. I went to the fitness room and did some treadmill and the bike but 8+ miles later I just feel the same but tired.
In my last attempt for the day I'm going over to a friend's house to eat chinese and do whatever. I hope this passes quickly. Ok, time to change out of my workout cloths.
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